We've tucked away down here contributions that give an insight into the darkness
that is the illness called depression.
These are writings from the darkness... not necessarily making any sense.
We have included them in depressioNet as
part of the 'you are not alone' philosophy. The fact is that in the worst darkness of depression
our thoughts can, and sometimes do, run wild.
Not a good idea if you need light and hope. More appropriate if you feel like relating and a good 'wallow'!
Send us your
contributions and we will include them here.
Wandering through the land of darkness,
so lost in memories of what used to me.
I cry when I think of the past
knowing it will never feel that way again.
alone and helpless in my mind.
I sit here not knowing where to run or hide,
collapsing inside. I have fallen apart
no reason to live, yet i don't want to die
I'm just so confused and want to cry.
(Kim)
(2/04/2001)