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Alone and Lonely

I don't have a famous quote, or a way with words that will fill your heart. I am just me. I am alone, confused and feel the neverending sense of darkness creep into my being.

I want so much to be a part of life, but somehow know I will never be. You are so scared of me, you call me 'crazy' or worse. I dont want you to be scared. I want you to be with me. To listen and be there. But I cannot ask you to do this, you will run so far and reject me so much, I fear that I will be worse.

I love seeing the sun shine on my roses, I wish I had someone to explain this to. I love to walk in the park, but the loneliness only ends in tears. Sometimes I wonder if waking each day is really worth it. If feeling this alone could possibly lead to something.