Shaun_Rae

Uniforms

I was but only a little nipper when he took my innocence away.
As life went on the nights got worse
I hate him he makes me hurt
In the army he spent sixteen years and now in life Uniforms are my biggest fear

I hide in the house and I am forty three, scared a uniform will come after me
I cry all night and feel alone but I can't go to sleep I fear he will come
Scared , frightened and all alone I wish my life could begin again
The dam ahead is always there I wish I could climb over it and live life again

Please help me will it ever end, make all the nightmares come to an end
Panic, Anxiety is hard enough but depression is a hole, I can't climb up
Throw me a rope and help me up, the hole is getting deeper
But I will never give up.

The darkness I see on top of the fear I wish he was gone but he is always here
Why do we suffer on someone else's behalf
Just leave the kids alone and give us a start
I know when I die I will go to heaven, I have already been to hell.